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(no subject) [Feb. 21st, 2007|03:09 pm]
Doing a radioshow is hard when you know for a fact that nobody is listening. Ha.
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(no subject) [Dec. 22nd, 2006|02:00 pm]

I don't cry much anymore.

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(no subject) [Dec. 21st, 2006|03:41 am]

Our souls are in perfect harmony.
There's nothing I can do to stop that.
There's nothing I wanna do to stop that.
















Please.



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(no subject) [Dec. 19th, 2006|12:39 pm]
Uno

My entire world has been pretty much flipped and spun this past month and I'm not exactly sure how I feel about it.  I was doing alright, not great, but alright with where I was.  I had just gotten to school, pretty much, so of course I was more open to the idea of familiarity but I was still ready for whatever new situations could be presented to me.  Lord knows there were, and still are, plenty of possibilities.  As far as relationships went, I was finally really moving on.  My new environment provided me with a clean slate...nothing there was a reminder.  And then all of a sudden I'm back in the swing of things.  Someone hit the refresh button.  It's not bad, just weird.  It's like putting on an old pair of jeans to discover they still fit you exactly the way they used to.  

Due
Everything is marvelous with school. I'm home for my month long Christmas break but I miss it already. That little suite has become home over the past few months...Jesse, Whitney, Jess and Marisa have become home. They're what makes it home that I'll go back to in January. I've met amazing people that have already changed me for the better...RC is probably one of the most amazing boys I've ever known and sometimes I think he can conquer the unconquerable.



Tre

I think it's time to face the facts

I'm In Love With My Life.
and everyone in it.
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(no subject) [Aug. 25th, 2006|03:32 pm]
So how messed up is this--

The Format is opening for the AAR at Hammerstein Ballroom 8 days after my birthday but the tickets are $30.00!!!  I know that's not much but its double the cost I paid last time to see The Format...but AAR aren't even popular enough to charge that much...it's really fucking stupid.
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(no subject) [Jul. 26th, 2006|05:45 am]
Yeah so it's about a quarter to 6 in the morning and I can't seem to fall asleep.  Generally I would've conked out about 2 hours ago but I fell asleep for like an hour at around midnight so I guess that served as a power nap.  My mind is filled with thoughts of this coming weekend, and I'm sure that isn't helping either.  I mean how can I not think about it?  I'm going to CHICAGO. I've wanted to go to Chicago for years and it's finally happening and I get to spend the entire day with Kevin on sunday...that's insane. I'm insane.  I guess I'm just doing what I feel like i haveta do.  I mean seriously, how can I go to college and not see him this summer....it would just feel wrong almost.  I guess this is just super early morning babble because I can already tell I make no sense...The sun is coming up. blah blah blah.
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(no subject) [Jul. 18th, 2006|01:19 am]
I'm actually excited for school to start for once in my life.
I went on a campus ministry retreat last week and met some of the most amazing people I've ever met in my life.  I couldn't help but asking them why they signed up for it and nobody really knew so I'm sure there was some kinda divine intervention involved, maybe we all needed to meet eachother to really get ready to start this new journey.  I know that I'm glad I met people like Maxo and Spencer, those guys are gonna stick with me through college for sure. 
I'm not even sure why I signed up for the retreat...I'm kind of not really a nice person so why would I sign up for a retreat where I'd have to work for Habitat For Humanity and do the midnight run and that kinda stuff? Who knows but I'm so glad I did it...maybe I'm becoming a better person. That'd be really awesome, I'm so tired of being mean and talking about people.  College is a fresh start...and Iona really is a great place for me.
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(no subject) [Jul. 14th, 2006|01:56 am]
you're still the only person that's ever made me feel pretty. or really feel at all...


I'm Dying, Dying to wake up without you, without you in my head again
I'm Dying, Dying to forget about you, that you ever lived
There's a shade come over this heart that's coping with laying down to rest
I'm Dying to live without you again

I'm Dying, Dying to find a distraction, get you away from me
I'm Dying, Dying to reach a conclusion, so that the world can see
It's the same old story of love and glory that broke before it bent
I'm Dying to live without you again

The first time you left I said goodbye
Now there's not a prayer that can survive

Dying, Dying to die just to come back so we can meet again
Dying, Dying to say what I always should have said
It's a strange emotion this but there's still hope in this
As long as there's a breath...
I'm Dying and I can't live without you again

It's a strange emotion this but there's still hope in this
As long as there's a breath...

I'm Dying and I can't live without you
I'm Dying and I can't live without you again

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(no subject) [Jun. 30th, 2006|12:25 am]
Rhode Island
fucking lame.




p.s.
my life is better without you in it.
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(no subject) [Jun. 24th, 2006|06:19 am]

Prank calls are gay. Not to mention immature and just all together really fucking dumb.
Grow up, thanks!  

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